9 DPO

I'm 9 DPO today and POAS. I knew I was setting myself up for failure but did it anyway. It was obviously a BFN. I shouldn't be upset but I am. This is the first month since the m/c that I really have my hopes up. I don't know why but I just feel really good about this cycle. I guess I will wait and see what happens this week. I just hope I don't come crashing down off this cloud because of AF.